Adakah Nurul Super Mum ?

The biggest fear of marriage constitution for any career come first girls is all about life changing experience. I love my work , big fat liar statement  since relaxing at home sound much more alluring but to be honest the gaji is the reason which keeps anyone going . The interesting part about marriage is you are no longer alone , to my surprise I know understand how sometimes some girls complaint they have not enough time for themselves etc staring at mirror for hours plucking their eyebrows is no more necessary because the husband needs her attention 22-7 , facebook can also be a reason of an argument since she is given a choice to choose between facebook or the husband? But any girls will never let the husband to choose between her or his addiction of football towards M.U and Liverpool , isn't that ironic?

Being 800+ km away from each other , I have all the time to make an adjustment to fit marriage current lifestyle. It does not mean I do not cherish moment of marriage but having the time for myself  for 5 days a week is a gift of having control of my own life. Until now I still wonder how can two different sex and brain sustain their marriage for many years living and sharing their life under the same roof.

It's already super tough working between 9-6 everyday. After knock off office hour all you need is lie down on sofa while stretching your legs and turn astro tv channel 411, 412 , 413 , 711, 712 , 701 or 104 and 105..After house chores , laundry and cooking , cleansing shower and bedtime,  I went exhausted. To my surprise currently blogging keeps me cheer up and occupied me after office hour end. It keeps me having positive reason to pre occupy my time with something useful whenever my husband is away.

Anyway I have little fear about  life after becoming a mother , how tough it can be ? I keep on thinking how can I manage doing the site walk after hours in the morning and noon while baby in tummy later?  What about the work load and stress of site situation and how will colleagues look at my tummy condition while its growing bigger. By that time , how will I get everything done with tip top score ? How to avoid resentment from co-workers and grief from my boss ? Will they understand ? Will my body support me mentally and physically by the time?

I am going through the above process but not reaching Z yet , maybe between I-J. This reminds me the reason of getting to the club of single no more , that I want a family of myself, if it's not happening now , sooner or later I will soon reach Z . I  just need to start planning and prepare myself  when the day come.

Good night..Kerang rebus and sambal belacan for dinner...